do you ever just feel like you've hit rock bottom? i think i have a few times. i don't know if i am saying that because i have had two panic attacks in three days, or if i really have. stress is something that i have never really been able to deal with. you can ask anyone. i feel out of control a lot of times when i'm stressed, and i've tried to be better, and sometimes i think i am and then i have a damn panic attack. do you ever just feel like things are really happening for people, and things are kinda falling down for yourself? that's the way i feel. i just sorta feel stuck. not trying to make this a huge annoying ass pity party or anything....i am just tired of feeling that way. God is good always, and i am truly thankful for what He has given me.
i just don't really know what the deal is right now. panic attacks are freakin scary. and that's all i gotta say right now.
i am very thankful for ryan....he deals with my stress a hell of a lot better than i deal with my own stress. that's not good, and that's not the only reason i'm thankful for him. this does make me realize and aware that he is in it for the long haul. he is a good man, and there aren't many out there.